What are your thoughts and feelings about being depression, loneliness, heartbreaks, being different from your peers, and having to put up a front? How do/would you deal with some of these issues.
First of all, everyone feels these feelings, who doesn't? It is just a matter of how much you feel it or not. If one person is exceptionally sentimental, he will generally feel more pain of a heartbreak compared to a person who changes partners every now and then. Depression comes very naturally in our daily lives, for the stress, the need for rest, the emotions, just about everything is overwhelming. There are times when one just needs to shut down an restart again, but shutting down and not restarting is not an option. Maybe you need more time, maybe you need support? Voice it out. As for lonliness, it is impossible to not feel loneliness at some point of time, and at a certain degree, some people do try to make a lot of friend by being popular. But is it really that useful? Do fair-weathered friends stay on? It's very hard to determine within this world of lies and fake faces that we live in, and we all do put up a front, to hide what we have underneath. Insecure people tend to look like they are more confident when they are actually shaking inside, and the best part is, other people are much more concerned with putting up their own fronts that they don't even notice! They just think everything is normal.
How to deal with this issues? Writing it down might help, but then if it falls into the wrong hands, it might be bad. Always secure your deep emotions and feelings if you really want to write them down to help. Or reflect on the things that have been done, reflection always helps, and it might provide you with a solution to problems that you have not yet done.